sometimes i wonder if he every really knows how much i care about him, i mean i know that we ssay it all the time but im not sure if he really knows. i gave im that wring as a symbol to something and i truly mentt forever when i gave it to him! he is the only person i can see myslef with at 80 in our rockerss still yelling at eachother. he captured my heart and helped me turn into the person that i am today and for that i could never be more gratefukk  we havee been through some of the toughest of times together and yet i still seem to love him more each second i am with him! and its stupid that i worry and get so mas over stupid stuff but i guess that its what it means to love someone! it means giving them your heart and soul and even half of your turkey samich and trusting them to keep it safe bcease thats all you really can do..and that i promis you! matthew till the day i die<3